Saturday 24 March 2012

Camp In The Rain


-I used to think I'm deep like sea but now I feel I'm shallow. The moment I rejoin the team we start to lose like Mello. The ooze that made the turtles heroes seems to be a killer, at least me, it kills me, it never works for me.

-So I ask myself, why do I stress myself? I know myself- that this is not for me. Yet I take part in it cuz they take part in it and then I yell at people and warn them not to judge, when I can't even like Blacks, Asian, Christian, Muslim. 

-I smoke a pack a day turn around and deem marijuana evil, body full of make up turn around and tell them wake up, stop being fake cuz their accent is made up. But what about my make up, the boob job and fake top? Yes the fake top that I got from the pound shop, it says Armani but we all know it's more phoney, it's fake and I got it for just a pound and 50.

-Today I'm an activist, tomorrow a stone-cold killer, the way people change these days you would think it was thriller. Yes I know many change for various reasons and even those that cried for justice got just what they need and crime was justified.

-I believe in Jesus, but In a different way, so don't judge me cause I chose to face the East five times everyday and sometimes even more, my legs get sore and I start to wonder, who if not God, would I ever stand for? But then the world turns cold as people worship the warships, order out of chaos now you know that's bullshit. 

-Girls gossip of friends like it was nothing, boys steal from one another, a boy kills his brother, cuz he saw the money proper. No hesitation, lies spread like disease and multiply by seconds, by the time they circle back, it's a whole'nother story.

-Push the ugly truth away to accommodate the beautiful lie. It won't make you beautiful, it kills you, it kills you slow, so better take it ugly, cause then you know nothing else can faze you.

-False prophets, fake idols, men and women on a mission to demoralize, to make the evil look cool and the good look evil, turn friends against each other, call Muslims terrorist, say Africa is dying but when you go you kill them more, so sore, like a cut in the throat, painful when you swallow, but that's just reality.

-Real Love today is hard to come by, love today is more glorified prostitution. The boy wants the cookie, the girl wants the Gucci, girl gives boy cookie boy pays her with Gucci, both say "i love you" so they clear their conscience. Bless the girls that hold their ground and the boys that respect their mother, sister and daughter.

-The mind is a blueprint, the mouth the warhead itself, so you watch what you say, before you start a war, because we all talk a lot, yet we do so little, I pray to God, to not get stuck in the middle.

-Fact is, we all project but never see, speak but never hear, explain but never get, so it's time the table turned, let's listen and understand, let's be who we are. Let's start by us, while others do the same.

-Let's face reality, we are our greatest enemy, let's judge ourselves and correct ourselves cause we all know the truth about us, more any other man. It is impossible for us to change the world before changing the ourselves. As it is impossible to set a camp in the rain.